For some odd reason for today’s blog post I couldn’t decide on a good title. I started writing and we’ll see where this leads. In my 31 years on this earth I have done many things and of those things, many of them stupid, some even illegal (feds taking pictures). In all of my experiences I’ve always felt that I have a good support group. My family, friends, and even people who I work with; I always knew that people had my back. First things first, I couldn’t have become this man I am without 3 people; Mamma and Daddy for raising me and my wife for polishing the rough edges. Trina and Terrence my older sister and brother, thank you for giving me guidance in tough situations. Rather I headed your advice or not it’s always good to get another POV. Shout to Steve because while Terrence was growing himself, he stepped in and became another older brother. I’ve learned alot from you probably more than I could ever thank you for. Shout out to all the people who’ve helped me reach this point. I am completely wack when it comes to call backs and things like that. Honestly my job involves talking to people so usually the last thing I want to do when I leave work is talk more. It’s nothing personal, its just I hate talking sometimes. I’ll text forever, but talking on the phone, naww, I’ll pass for the most part. Regardless, I couldn’t have made it this far by myself. I’ve never been that person that wanted to change. I didn’t want to be that guy that people don’t recognize. I’ll be always be “Third”, “Bert-Ram” (Shout out to Koshon for making that up) or B-Moore. That’s always me. I’m still the dude that will argue sports or music to my last breath. I still get hostile watching the 96 Finals and watching my Sonics go down to MJ’s Bulls. I still feel Nas won. I think Biggie is greatest rapper of all time. These are things that I will never out grow. Probably as time goes on they might not be a primary focus, but sports and music will always be apart of me.
“Envisioning the hereafter, listening to Steve Wonder, on a quest for love that proceed drummer” is probably one of my favorite opening lines ever. This is what I’m vibing to today. “One Day It Will All Make Sense” is the album that is the soundtrack for my early adult years. I think it was the timing it dropped. I would be on the bus in Milwaukee with my Discman listening to this CD non stop. I would drive to Chicago in Terrence’s white Civic with this on full blast. This was the first album that I can remember made think about abortion from a different perspective. This is my favorite Common album, by far. IMO, this is the perfect album. There isn’t a lull or anything, granted I can see how people can say it comes off preachy, but for me, it was the album I needed at that point in time. I also have to reflect on “ATLiens” and “Illadelph Halflife” those were probably the soundtracks to my time at Winthrop. I remember every time I would go up to Jamal’s room to play spades and “smoke” talk about class, we would always play that CD. I’ve been blessed to have some of the most rich experiences of meeting a variety of people, living in various places, visiting various places (shout to Malik for NC College Party tour).
Yes, I’m older and no, 31 is not the new 21 but fam, I’m not old. I can still get it in with anyone. I’m trying to run a marathon, I’m still up on music. Sports is still my blood. Soon I’ll have the crown jewel of my mini me, but right now, I’m good. I’m happy to be me. “Life for me ain’t been no crystal stare” but I’m still happy to be me. Granted I don’t have my Quarter to 8 (shout out to Harrison) yet, but eventually I’ll get it. Today, on my 31st birthday I’m even more focused. I’m healthy. Mom, I’m eating vegetables…lol. Feel me? Thanks to everyone who has looked out for me and helped me, trust me you are not forgotten.